Very nice day

I am giving up eventually the use of all technology and the internet and any computing device. Last thoughts for the night are that 1) if any comparable scenario to describe for my situation in the modern, however arcane human rights sense would be organ harvesting, medical experimentation on humans (e.g. surgery, drugging, neurological and physiological procedures), human trafficking, sex abuse, filmed sexual exploitation and sadistic abuse. Please see the clip on YouTube for the alphabetic letter surgeon out of my forehead. 15 year ambition to gain a path out of extreme poverty so I can have a skin surgeon repair the alphabetic letter and dog surgeon out of my forehead. The artery to my brain was cut to give the dog a tail. Where that is bulges at the propulsion of blood through the heartbeat. So, forever and incessantly, the quarter of my face that was removed for film bulges at the heartbeat. I was just checking out the new eyelid that was surgeon on to the right side of my face. Also had my mouth surgeon shut intermittently. If a court would not read this in its entirety, or r0ss1n1.com, whether forwarded to a lawyer for litigation for any court to accept my past as impacting any state of mind I was in or thing I had potentially done, I would not fair not to take things into my own hands, e.g. if in that case I was institutionalised, a lifelong endeavour against the board members of the hospital, mental asylum with sexual slavery accusations if no greater lifelong devotion than to en mass contact about that institution or about those board members.

Thanks

Feeling amazing. I just had my third 9mg paliperidone for the day. It was not working. Particularly the heat throughout summer days and cold throughout winter days caused drastic mental breakdown.

I might try and sell my first thing in 2 years as all of my computers. I am seething today that I didn’t brush my teeth for two days and drank lots of black tea so really ruined the aesthetic side effects of 6 months of teeth whitening and treatment. They are still much less demineralised. I noticed the drastic effect of using Epsom salt and mouth was before and after Snow Whitening to vastly improve the process

Rather thankful to also see that, if any hope there is a little, of remediating the letter M surgeon from my forehead for entertainment with the shape of a dog – mostly as where they cut the artery to my brain to give a tail to the dog shape (and mostly the entire M letter surgeon from my forehead) bulges as the heart pushes each set of blood through my body. That happened some time in the last 7 years. So upon seeing me, as shown in photos, it is clear a quarter of my face was removed, I have asymmetrical eyelids as o lesion was surgeon on, and almost the entire top quarter of my face is throbbing with blood each time I speak to or am personally witnessed by someone. Very thankful to accomplish a 11 year ambition on this blog of saying that my mouth was surgeon shut with two lesions at the canine teeth of which I am still missing a sublingual duct (saliva gland)

In respect of the alphabetic letter surgeon from my forehead, with the shape of a dog, my severe facial disfigurement also being a lesion surgeon to my right eyelid, and also that my mouth had been surgeon shut, with two translucent lesions preventing a stretch or opening beyond the canine teeth such as when forced to give oral sex acts, of which from the clandestine surgeries I am missing a left sublingual duct (saliva gland) and cannot fully move my right eyelid, I know that severely impairs any chance of social, sexual, or romantic endeavours

Feeling amazing. Glad to work on self care over the past few years intensively. I surely can’t remember when I started exfoliating with Epsom salt, applying bentonite clay masks & using calcium fluoride teeth strengthener. Medication does tend to have the ultra polarity to the cognitive deficit of Schizophrenia inducing a lack of concern about self care, e.g. appearance, cleanliness or home or affairs organisational skills.

Throwing on a Martha Argerich Chopin album and thinking things out. As of my financial state, I usually have zero dollars in my bank account due to crediting the whole Centrelink payment each fortnight & in terms of financial planning or forecasting it does seem that I will remain one of the most financially disadvantaged people in the nation. Not least in health terms am I.

I have thought a lot of what my next plans are. Realised that after retaliatory measures to unfair and uncivil legal proceedings, gratuitous arrest or being falsely arrested or accused of a crime, or conspiracy to institutionalised, I would likely become either a despot within my locality or a despot within the nation, e.g. printing posters, hand delivering 1000 plus hand written or printed & enveloped letters or sending emails to each consulate and embassy on Australian territory. Those are ways I would respond to rigged legal proceedings, gratuitous arrest or a conspiracy to institutionalise, e.g. naming Officers, posting documentation of arrest or health discharge e.t.c.

In other things, thankfully moving forward and planning to live somewhere else in Byron Bay or perhaps moving to Sydney. Either way I am very suitably placed to never bother with social media platforms or the internet again. I just was thinking about that I have socialised 6 times in 10 years at the close of this year, and in February-March 2023 I will have socialised three times in 10 years. In terms of how I was an enforced disappearance, if people didn’t have the nature already to cost someone else those perceived benefits of a large social sphere in conflict between people, it was more so contacting people and being swiftly institutionalised in 2013 gratuitously and without any founding for a conspiracy to entail for national organisations to respond by impairing the life outcome of a citizen over the course of 15 to 30 years.

So soon I have socialised 3 times in 10 years and I have currently had sex once in 12 years. It is hard after having my face surgeon for filmed entertainment, intentionally causing facial disfigurement (filmed surgery for facial disfigurement) and having gained a repulsive face that I can no longer find a social, sexual or romantic partner, say, any more than one social contact not online in 7 years. Also because of conspiracy, national level corporations and institutions would swiftly sway, bribe or entice any friend, romantic or sexual partner

Not much to write except that I am thankful to soon leave the property I have lived in since 2014, with the exception of moving shortly to another home, and for that I really think that I likely won’t socialise nor have sex in the next 15 to 30 years as I have not really in the last 12 years since my suicide attempt. I would likely become a despot and a further targeted citizen in this country by responding to gratuitous arrest or institutionalisation.

Fine night to have some milk and tea. Preparing to sleep now

Feeling amazing. Glad to work on self care over the past few years intensively. I surely can’t remember when I started exfoliating with Epsom salt, applying bentonite clay masks & using calcium fluoride teeth strengthener. Medication does tend to have the ultra polarity to the cognitive deficit of Schizophrenia inducing a lack of concern about self care, e.g. appearance, cleanliness or home or affairs organisational skills.

Throwing on a Martha Argerich Chopin album and thinking things out. As of my financial state, I usually have zero dollars in my bank account due to crediting the whole Centrelink payment each fortnight & in terms of financial planning or forecasting it does seem that I will remain one of the most financially disadvantaged people in the nation. Not least in health terms am I.

I have thought a lot of what my next plans are. Realised that after retaliatory measures to unfair and uncivil legal proceedings, gratuitous arrest or being falsely arrested or accused of a crime, or conspiracy to institutionalised, I would likely become either a despot within my locality or a despot within the nation, e.g. printing posters, hand delivering 1000 plus hand written or printed & enveloped letters or sending emails to each consulate and embassy on Australian territory. Those are ways I would respond to rigged legal proceedings, gratuitous arrest or a conspiracy to institutionalise, e.g. naming Officers, posting documentation of arrest or health discharge e.t.c.

In other things, thankfully moving forward and planning to live somewhere else in Byron Bay or perhaps moving to Sydney. Either way I am very suitably placed to never bother with social media platforms or the internet again. I just was thinking about that I have socialised 6 times in 10 years at the close of this year, and in February-March 2023 I will have socialised three times in 10 years. In terms of how I was an enforced disappearance, if people didn’t have the nature already to cost someone else those perceived benefits of a large social sphere in conflict between people, it was more so contacting people and being swiftly institutionalised in 2013 gratuitously and without any founding for a conspiracy to entail for national organisations to respond by impairing the life outcome of a citizen over the course of 15 to 30 years.

So soon I have socialised 3 times in 10 years and I have currently had sex once in 12 years. It is hard after having my face surgeon for filmed entertainment, intentionally causing facial disfigurement (filmed surgery for facial disfigurement) and having gained a repulsive face that I can no longer find a social, sexual or romantic partner, say, any more than one social contact not online in 7 years. Also because of conspiracy, national level corporations and institutions would swiftly sway, bribe or entice any friend, romantic or sexual partner

Not much to write except that I am thankful to soon leave the property I have lived in since 2014, with the exception of moving shortly to another home, and for that I really think that I likely won’t socialise nor have sex in the next 15 to 30 years as I have not really in the last 12 years since my suicide attempt. I would likely become a despot and a further targeted citizen in this country by responding to gratuitous arrest or institutionalisation.

Fine night to have some milk and tea. Preparing to sleep now

I am still rather upset the lesion was removed from my forehead removing the shape of a dog and the letter M (the alphabetic letter) by a medical practitioner for a snuff film. I am upset my mouth was surgeon shut intermittently between 1999 and 2007 for forced oral sex, such as to three Byron Bay Police in the back of a paddywagon after forced injection to cause muscles to numb and become limp. I am upset of my heavily disfigured facial structure, such as the lesions surgeon to my right eyelid.