Feeling fantastic. I can’t move my right eye, circularly rotating it (say through spherical geometry a turn to the left side and behind from looking to the centre at the top), because an object was surgeon (attached) to the eye cavity to poke the eye to disallow movement if I tried. During my sexual slavery in hospitals I was filmed being given surgical procedures, drugging with sex hormones, and filmed with repeated administration of electroconvulsive while raped. As for my future plans, I will save money to own a home, have finances available, some how find a meaningful thing to do. In the case I am gratuitously struck I will discover the name of a person or institution, such as an Officer if I am arrested, a board member or name of a hospital if I am institutionalised. In that case, after captivity, I lobby, campaign, disseminate media for 15 to 60 years against those persons or that institution. I may never socialise or have sex again, with a severe facial disfiguration from the film removing an alphabetic letter and dog shape from my forehead, it is too hard to be in public or meet anyone. I have socialised 10 times in 12 years, once in 7 years, have had sex once in 12 years & have not been in public more than 20 times since 2014 except for travelling in 2017.
I have not really at all socialised, sought sex, had sex, been in public since my 2009 suicide attempt.