Adjusting to a new life I am in extreme poverty, commensurately traumatised, and in the very stilted writing here I am glad to have focused on issues that I would face in the circumstances I was placed in.
I just regained all vision function without an overlay of films, photographs, and anything sighted that I non-voluntarily or voluntarily choose to see again.
In so much as returning to a hospital, I face the fact I usually have less than $100, ceased private healthcare, and am formerly a human experiment who can be non-voluntarily placed as an agent provocateur. One way that was is in being a human experiment, subsequently coming to someone’s attention, such as national broadcasters and pressmakers, and being institutionalised.
I think the most certain future is that I will die of a brain tumour or, as I don’t seek medical care at all except for prescriptions, some kind of cancer such as skin cancer or lung cancer.
in so much as finding a friend, it is very hard surviving captivity, human medical experimentation, slavery, filmed surgical procedures to disfigure facial skin tissue (I checked the other day where surgically bone was removed from above the eye, an object either grown or placed, surgically adhered to disallow rolling my right eye), filmed sexual exploitation and so on.
it seems that if I chose to find a partner, have sex, be in public or find any social setting at all, I would be unrelentingly targeted in someone’s bribe, groom or inspire that person or those people for motives, e.g. to rape me, cause me to enter some place of extreme physical danger to medical practices such as filmed surgery, electrocution or sexual slavery, like if I was returned to a hospital.
I pretty much accept that I have no future whatsoever in my home town, in any locality, in any province or within even the Australian nation in some way. I was enslaved by medical procedures by which sensory function could be used to cause extreme pain in the body, functional error, blindness, complete auditory loss, controlled heart rate, seizure of the lung muscles and tissue.
so I will not socialise, have sex or find a career or really be in public or travel in the next 15 to 30 years.
Whenever I am next needed to know something, an auditory signal is sounded, which next allows vision, changes vision, removes vision, or simply allows me to think coherently. So, I received neurological surgery, pharmacological procedures as so to disallow, enhance, control sensory function.
I will very much just return to some other province or some other town, after saving money, seek medical care for the surgeons that enslaved me for sex and surgical procedure films, and check in with security services, wait for a bell to sound in my ear before my human experimentation medical team asks of me
I may contact a private hospital facial reconstruction surgeon, though I am in extreme poverty, to repair where my face was surgically removed for filmed entertainment. In the repair after the snuff film, they ensured an artery, created, would have the alphabetic letter M and shape of a dog on vital machines, snarling, smiling and urinating, as the blood flows the skin grafts have a cartoon like effect, moving the picture. It does seem like my skull is beating back and forth for a quarter of my face. It is in extreme pain each second and as if the quarter of my face is being hit with a metal pole, now that pain sensation is restored to the area. I may seek finances such as GoFundMe donations and presenting myself to the executives, surgeons and board members of a private hospital, such as the St. Vincent hospital in Sydney
In terms of surviving human medical experimentation, two very everlasting effects are surgical damage, neurological (brain) damage. I think among the most dangerous of symptomatic results is the case in which sensory function, via neurological surgery, pharmacological procedures, has a capacity to be disallowed or changed by other sensory functions. So if I hear a certain audio frequency (such as computer generated, 1400Hz for example), I may feel my skin go cold, feel a pain sensation in a chosen part of the body at a chosen extreme, or if the audio signal is received my vision may be disallowed except for blackness.
On a final note for the day, as my face was removed surgically on a film, I have immense pain, a throbbing, enlarged beating appearance to a quarter of my face. So each second, that I am physically sighted, it seems as if my skull is beating back and forward. It was likely removed to the front-facing skull bone. I would like, in the future, for the blood vessels, muscles, arteries, cartilage and bone to be repaired.
As I am in extreme poverty, and face the situation that several groups coalesced in the past to have me recorded in 1) filmed surgical removal of a quarter of the face 2) filmed forced oral sex after oral surgery to three Byron Bay Police 3) Filmed suicide attempt 4) Ex-girlfriend Saffron habitually raping me after anaesthesia over 10 to 20 months 5) Filmed abduction and torture along Broken Head Rd with a crossbow, blowtorch, fish hooks, cigarettes, rubber hose, bank card, horse saddle, cutlery 6) Filmed sexual acts upon medical procedures in institutionalisation. I likely face either a situation in which if I do not die from my brain tumour, or lung cancer that I may contract, in a lifetime they may be stored, retrieved, found or documented such as by a security or intelligence service, police organisation, and so on.
I am one of the most financially disadvantaged people in the nation, I am also in extreme poverty, am a targeted citizen, and among other things would likely choose, as of being a human medical experiment disallowed sensory function at request, and with a surgically removed and replaced face, not to socialise, have sex, find a partner or be in a public place over 15 to 60 years.
Thanks all. In any kind of future, I may choose to never really use electronic devices except for cryptanalytic check-in with a security / intelligence service. In my time being nurtured by the Australian Secret Intelligence Service after surveillance and torture, I was given a relaxed grounding. They drafted this for me. Very thankful to Nicholas Peter Warner AO and David Taylor Irvine AO.
On a final post I may summarise two prescient issues I will face upon continuing a goal-focused, purposeful and motivated life. I have not cried in roughly 10 years for more than a few seconds as I chose to disallow it. One reason that was is that my grandfather, Herbert Wallace Truscott, had the same story and prolonged it to me throughout my life knowing him (that he had not cried in 30 or more years, so I set myself the same task). He was a highly decorated engineer in the Royal Air Force. As of how doing so benefited me, a quarter of my face was surgically removed for a snuff film, in films and photos, leaving irrevocable damage, including that at sight in person, it very much appears that my skull is beating such as a heart would beat (in the shape of an alphabetic letter, snarling, smiling dog on vital machines, urinating), the skin moves forward and back several times a second where the blood vessels fill and show twitching, bulging, and a cartoon like effect to the shapes surgically removed with a quarter of my face for a snuff film. I still have, mostly 12 to 24 hours a transparent vision overlay with films, photographs and anything that comes into vision I want to see again, as I think of it I can recall it across a transparent vision overlay. I am very thankful to be safe, sound & alive today.
Thanks all. After a several week discontinuation of medication, my skin disease and infection is gone. It is nice to leave computer technology for the most part behind me. If there is any duration of captivity in an institution that is the result of conspiracy, gratuitous behaviour or with some imperative to imply a lack of mental capacity or truth to anything I hoped to address in legal, public discourse means (such as being a human medical experiment, such as being a targeted citizen or placed in filmed surgical procedures, sexual exploitation, rape, sexual acts in mental asylums), I will embark on a lifelong endeavour to contact foreign elected representatives, institutions, media organisations and security / intelligence services.
I am starting a new, safe and secure means by which I would host a HTML log of my whereabouts, circumstances and current endeavours. I might do so by registering a 10 to 20 year plan for HTML hosting with a reputable provider and the domain charlestruscott.com. From there I may try to, in a global scope show anyone who I am, what I have experienced and where I may be in the future. I have less than a $1000 total worth. Spent the night practising surveillance mensuration with an infra-red scope. Very useful if I am forced to live in a camp-site due to poverty in my local area of the Brunswick Heads / Tallows/ Byron Bay Forest. Packing up belongings to be all in one handy place as so to ensure survival, in society and any personally placed position.